Déjà vu

How many times have I been on here on the blog talking about how I’ve fallen out of the habit of writing but that I would be starting again with a vengeance?

Too many. And yet, here we are again.

I’ve been stuck in a bit of a limbo lately. I am finding myself immersed in some wonderful new life developments and at the same time finding myself stuck with making progress on the personal growth and life plans that are so very vital to me reaching my full potential.

For me, writing my raw and real feelings and getting express some of the great pains and joys of my life is extremely therapeutic. And yet I let all kinds of things get in the way of me doing what needs to be done.

However, I truly feel that I can get over the hump and create great and lasting changing in my life, in addition to putting myself in the role that I know I should be in in terms of creating a place where people like me can come together and overcome and blossom and grow beyond anything we’ve previously imagined.

In order to get there, I must get back to finding, owning, and sharing my true voice. No more worrying about who is going to see what and what people will think. This is me and I am this and I am not afraid.

I plan on putting a schedule in place for writing on different topics, at least for in the beginning, so that I can stay focused, have some prompts to start with, and also be sure that I am taking the time to express what I need to talk about and process on some of the biggest main issues in my life.

So this is day one.

And here’s my plan:

Monday – General mindset and planning

Tuesday – Relationships/Life in General

Wednesday – Writings on the healing process or letters to those who I cannot express things to in person but about whom I need to feel as if I’ve shared my story about how their actions have affected me and other loved ones at least in some way.

Thursday – Freeform 🙂 Personal musings/life lessons/ general sharing about hobbies, interests, or opinions

Friday – Health and Wellness Updates

I might write more than this. I might miss days. But I’m hoping this will start to open up the floodgates and start getting me tuned into the way of thinking and action that I need to be in to be able to fully blossom and create all that I want to create in my life and in this world.

This is primarily for my own personal growth. Maybe they’ll be some people out there listening. Maybe people who won’t like what I have to say will listen. But I will commit and persist to do what I know that I feel is the what I need to do in order to heal from past traumas and start putting my life’s work into action.

Feeling hopefully and feeling proud of this step of just sitting down and writing instead of just writing these things over over and over in my head without actually getting this down in the format they need to be in.

Let’s go!