Not writing because I can’t bring myself to write what I need to write

Checking in since the blog has been quiet for a couple of weeks.

To be honest, I am bursting at the seams with things to write, but keep running into the same wall over and over again when I think about pouring it all out.

I’m not writing because the things that my mind is spinning with are all things that I just don’t feel comfortable posting in the public realm for one reason or another. Mostly due to pissing off people I care about, but also due to a struggle with being forthcoming about issues I deal with.

The line of too personal is not clear for me and I have to figure it out.

I did purchased a writing table which is pretty great. It allows me to write offline without distractions. But even that doesn’t solve the issue because I really WANT to be able to be completely transparent, and therefore I delay hoping to get past this hurdle.

Honestly, I know this post isn’t very interesting or enlightening. I just needed to get it out.